I have been trying to keep myself
well, both in my mental health and emotional care. Over the last eight months,
time has been the biggest enemy. It was starting well in the first three
months, and things began to dwindle down in the many unexpected turns. I woke
up, wondering to myself, why did this happen in such a blink of an eye? It was
so unrealistic for myself to experience this when life is moving and giving us
so much push. Well, I’m not sure where life takes us from here, but I want to
have my freedom one day.
It feels bad that we are being trapped
in such tough times, a pandemic. A word we rarely use on a daily basis. I am
glad I am experiencing partially the “normal routine” as per abiding the SOP,
trying to understand this concept of “new normal” while I ask myself, “When will
this end?” Of course, nobody has the answers. The only way now is to have that
seed of hope, believing in the possible. Of course, there have been words that
we will have to bear with this for years and some saying it might live with us
and never disappear. I personally, am also on a neutral stand point in my life.
Trying to navigate what lies ahead in this testing of time, while wondering if
this will be over anytime soon, perhaps. This year, I learn one thing, to be
grateful, contented and allow myself to make mistakes so that I can learn
better. This is parts and parcels of growing up, right? Discovering life
journey, working on yourself, asking yourself, “this too shall pass”, while
making progress in your niche. I realise this year, I want one thing and that is to be an ongoing story, one that is a work in progress, who strives to be a
better version from the past. I am not a perfect ending, nor am I a complete
package, truth is, I still am trying to discover who I really am, and where it
unfolds from here. Who knew, turning older, growing an age wiser year after
year really builds up experience from a deeper perspective, well, I believe,
whatever happens after this, God only knows and I will go where the wind blows.
9.20 am,
5th August 2020, Wednesday,
A workstation, where productivity
is my better half.
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