I honestly feel useless. Like seriously, I feel like I just want to pack up my luggage, go back to Kuching for a short vacation and kill my time. I miss my life in Kuching where people gets me. People like me and different than me. I am very used to have me twirled, twisted and pushed. Now, I am trying to reinvent myself. Things are bound to happen, but this is the reason why I remember being friendless because I feel more better. I remember at a time when I was completing matrix, I felt isolated and lonely. The fact that I become so preoccupied with work and task. Oh God, my heart is about to break into pieces and tranform into many slides of Philip. My oh my, congratulation Phil. You know what, you really screw it. At the end of the day, I shall put the blame and responsibility on my shoulders.
I am starting to wish that I can run away and never return. Because deep down inside, it is world where things are seem true yet hidden.
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