I am feeling really tired, drained and at times, sad. I do not really get along or get myself attach to this emotion. Comparing myself to others, I have a shelter I call home, a desk for me to study and water from the pipe for me to drink and shower. I am really getting to a point that annoying situations lead to disturbing emotions. Yes, I do not know why not since then, I have stop complaining and stay silent. When I stay silent, people starts perceiving me and having impression which attracts negativity. I know I am a human and I need space. Today, something happened. I do not like to keep my emotions to myself, but then I am trying to keep my emotions away and stress from it. Why?? Must I encounter people that seems hard me to comprehend. I am no good person. Honestly, there are days I will express to a friend about how I feel about the and ridicule them. But at times, my heart truly cares for them. I am just like that, relevant and trying to stand the test of time. It is okay if personalties clash, because the thing that matters most is to realise how bless you are.
Trying to wonder my journey of life,
Like I am working from nine to five,
My tears drop down like flushes of seas,
But I am letting myself go the feast,
Give me the strength I need to move on,
As I remember this friendship bond,
Eyes are opened like shining stones,
Feeling it in every pinch of my bones.
I know I am a normal human,
Everyone feels the same hurdle,
Doors open and lights unbroken,
Signifying a new hope of riddle.
~PHIL~
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