The Hurting, The Recovering and The Healing

The Hurting, The Recovering and The Healing.

It happens to be,

That I lost touch with myself for awhile,

I cut myself from who I was,

I left myself out of sight,

I did not know what to do,

I did not know who to tell,

My intuition was going to break,

My soul was losing astray,

At that moment,

I allowed myself to be in the motion of my feelings,

Bad, good, negative, positive,

The energy that exudes out from me,

Became where it was heading to,

I did not realise,

How much pain I inflict upon myself,

However,

As much as I was hurting,

I had to know,

That no one is going to pick me up but myself.

There will be people telling you to do so,

Urging you to get back up,

But,

It is also up to you,

To bring yourself up,

Go up the way you want to be,

I was hurting for 60 days,

I was recovering for 100 days,

After that,

I knew I was healing.

Little by little,

I had not much pain anymore.

By that time,

I was able to say,

I have moved on,

I have opened a new page,

I have looked past whatever it was,

I found myself again,

I thank you,

For doing that to yourself,

For once in your life,

It was more of your contentment,

More of your inner intuition,

No longer listening to anyone,

Doing for anything,

But knowing that it makes you truly you,

For the worth you know you are.

10.55am

17^th October 2017