SOMETIMES

Sometimes,

Letting go means opening yourself from broken scars

Getting to understand that you have more of it deep inside

That no one can undermine your capability

It is never a bad thing

As long as you are more contented

More aware of yourself

Instilling your true happiness

Sometimes

People come to your life as a learning lesson

They were never really meant to be

They were just there to need you

So no worries dear self

Because you know how far you come

You know who was really there for you

You were blinded back then

But nevermind you have grown

Sometimes

The deepest farewell means the deepest conviction

Of the spoken truth that none has known

If you ask me now

I would say I am aware now than before

I choose not to regret

Because I know I have given back enough

Sometimes

You just want to shut everything down

Let everything go

Because it never seems to make you comfortable

I learn that in life

Nothing lasts forever

It is either you evolve, grow and move one

As for me

I am glad to say

that I am contented

no longer lingering

TIME

TIME

There comes a time,

In your life,

That you know what exactly you want,

What exactly you need,

Where you are heading to,

Because who you are today,

Defines the future of you,

Presents the pictures of tomorrow,

Maybe the past,

Was a lesson for you,

To be better,

To grow mature,

To dig deeper,

To hit further,

The guts that you are,

The instinct we have in ourselves,

Growing up,

Was never easy for anyone,

Learning to choose the future,

Was an even tough task,

It was never easy,

Let alone hard,

Do you know?

That you will be a better person,

When you start listening,

Changing and progressing,

Ever felt tired?

As if you have no more energy left in you?

That perhaps, you are part of just a passer-by,

Well, dear self,

Do not feel that way,

It is not your time yet,

It is either one day,

Or maybe under a construction route,

Be you, be happy,

Choose love, eliminate hate,

We live in a world where,

Manipulations are the worst of it.

God bless the life we live,

It does not matter where you come from,

The colour, the belief, the faith, the feelings,

You are on a way,

To a dream you once had,

Because this is life,

What kills you,

Makes you stronger,

But, it does not mean,

You will fail forever,

It is just you on a path to get better,

Either sooner or later.

11.42a.m.

18 October 2017 

Happy Birthday Dear Self.

The Hurting, The Recovering and The Healing

The Hurting, The Recovering and The Healing.

It happens to be,

That I lost touch with myself for awhile,

I cut myself from who I was,

I left myself out of sight,

I did not know what to do,

I did not know who to tell,

My intuition was going to break,

My soul was losing astray,

At that moment,

I allowed myself to be in the motion of my feelings,

Bad, good, negative, positive,

The energy that exudes out from me,

Became where it was heading to,

I did not realise,

How much pain I inflict upon myself,

However,

As much as I was hurting,

I had to know,

That no one is going to pick me up but myself.

There will be people telling you to do so,

Urging you to get back up,

But,

It is also up to you,

To bring yourself up,

Go up the way you want to be,

I was hurting for 60 days,

I was recovering for 100 days,

After that,

I knew I was healing.

Little by little,

I had not much pain anymore.

By that time,

I was able to say,

I have moved on,

I have opened a new page,

I have looked past whatever it was,

I found myself again,

I thank you,

For doing that to yourself,

For once in your life,

It was more of your contentment,

More of your inner intuition,

No longer listening to anyone,

Doing for anything,

But knowing that it makes you truly you,

For the worth you know you are.

10.55am

17^th October 2017