MULTIINSECURITIES

MULTIINSECURITIES

Confessions of Your Insecurities

Insecurities. They just happen to exist in us. We do not realize, but somehow they just come to our ives when we break down and feel like the end of the world. Actually, a lot of things have been hyping up in my calendar plan. Sometimes, I wish television station would just cast me in some show about my life and let get paid from all the stress of life. Wouldn’t I make profits? Hmmmm..Definitely, then give back to the people in need.

It has been a hard time in this week. Well, submissions, duties, appointments and meetings. Then, I have flu, sore throat and cough all in one. Now, I can guarantee that I have fever but I am ignoring it. Sad, right. Anyway, I shall “pause” the sad mode for awhile, Recently, in my previous post, I did mention about an emceeing gig for an international sports event in my university. Well, my slot was cancelled due to professional and protocol purposes where the event did not need an English emcee. Although I was cancelled, I was hoping at least that they consider giving me a Malay slot to replace my cancelled slot. Well, this is life. Sometimes, you just have to roll with the punches.

Friends. Are friends really living to friends? Well, sometimes, I am sad and down, I feel like I have no one to turn to for comfort and problems. The ones that I can turn to are not here right now. Oh God, I feel so mentally challenged right now. It feels like I am being in an environment that teaches me that people may be wearing their mask to hide their real self. Well, I show too much of my realism that people said I was annoying. My mind is not right, right now. It is now that I have myself to rely on. Always had been thought.

Bye.

10.09p.m

08/04/2016

“I had to leave, it was a choice. However, I know it will make me better and I will come back stronger.”